p n c / nothing left to lose

p n c: phish n chips, i.e. c-block angel mortal game.

i just finished writing to my first mortal. haven't even started writing to my second mortal or even replying to my only angel (as of now). blah! i think writing letters is more difficult than blogging. whenever i blogged, rubbish just goes out of my mind whereas awkwardness always comes out whenever i write to somebody in particular. haha. well, i planned to write one more letter before i'm leaving for my seminar at 4pm later. oh gosh, seminar on DHT. so boring! (actually to be really honest, it's a little interesting. but if i admit that, i've to admit that i'm a geek, which i am really.)

actually, i blog now just to avoid the guilt of having not written a single letter to my second angel. so exhausted from writing one letter just now. blah! blah! blah!

ah, talking about letter. i realised that i still haven't posted my letter that was like due a few weeks ago. shall make an effort to go to postoffice soon and post it. geez man, this sucks.
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i've been waking up later and later the past two days. yesterday, i almost missed breakfast, today i missed it completely. i don't like it. i mean skipping breakfast. the breakfast now is great. and i really don't wanna go to class with an empty stomach. in fact, i don't wanna spend my morning doing nothing with an empty stomach, like what i did just now. well, i didn't exactly do nothing. i was writing stuffs for my assignments. not school assignment though. i'm lagging behind again. this is quite bad. at least i love most of my classes now.

oh, did i tell you that my tutorial class yesterday was superb! although almost everyone in the class were prcs, the tutor was the bomb man! i can't believe i've such a good tutor this semester. and to think that i almost chose another tutorial class instead of this one. i'm so, so lucky! thank God!

ah, and i'm feeling that my perspective of prcs is changing too! changing greatly. you see, before this, i always thought of prcs as mostly nerdy and exclusive and arrogant. but two days ago, i met two great prcs, one guy and a girl. they were both very talkative and nice bunch. one is from bizad and another from fass. can't believe i was so lucky. in fact, it was them who initiated conversation with me (usually it's the other way round). i was like wow! plus i was partnered with one of them during an activity before we were properly introduced to each other. and it was like, wow, this person is cool! well, you two surely have entered a new high in the list of my prc friends (it doesn't extend much, the list). i don't know. i mean, a few days ago, i was quite impressed by the effort made by my block prc, h. h was like going for lunch with the block and even ate dinner with us. oh yeah, we had quite a talk during dinner with kris, another girl and another prc guy. and we talked in english! imagine that! ah, the two prcs that i met two days ago also spoke to me in english. i'm really damn impressed now!

and that makes me dislike certain people in my block now. yesterday, in the block lift, a freshie saw h name in a dnd table 5. the only name there in fact. she wrote 'don't leave me alone' there too! i quite pity her and i thought i would put my name down if i were going (but i'm not you see, i've fieldtrip that night with my favourite class, and i won't miss it for anything man!). after that freshie (a guy) saw her name there, he was like exclaiming to us, there were three or four of us there, something like, 'that's it, i'm going to put my name on table 6 already.' and i thought he was joking. i wasn't laughing though. a few hours later, i saw his name on top of the list for table 6, with another freshie. omg! that's damn insensitive man. i immediately had different perspective of him now. and i hope that the two of them will be alone in that table. i'm pretty sure sw will be on table 5 (if she's going). the rest of the girls will likely follow to choose table 5. and seniors are not as stupid as those two, so i'm pretty sure they'll stick to table 5 too. sigh.

hmm. i was bitching around, wasn't i? well, this is personal anyway, i don't believe any c-blockers ever read this blog, so yeah. let it be lar ;).
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song of the day! another gem discovered through surfing my full library.

Nothing Left To Lose
American Hi-Fi

Nothing left to lose
Except you and your baby blues
Microphone check this rhyme
Pancho villa was a friend of mine
I get fucked up holla back y’all
And I kick it like Jackie Chan
With my kung fu style
I’ll get rid of you in a while (yeah)
Hey hey hey
All the bitches in the back

C’mon c’mon get up get up (woah)
I know you know its never forever
C’mon c’mon get up get up (woah)
You wanna hear I’m sorry whatever
Now that you gone I’m moving on
You wrecked it all
There’s nothing left to lose
Except for you
Hell yeah

Get my teenage kicks
Pull in down boards like rodman
All the lipstick chicks sing
Na na na na na na
I get fucked up holla back y’all
And I rock it like Jackson Browne
Let me tell ya right now what
I like strippers better anyhow
Hey hey hey
All the bitches in the back

C’mon c’mon get up get up (woah)
I know you know its never forever
C’mon c’mon get up get up (woah)
You wanna hear I’m sorry whatever
Now that you gone I’m moving on
You wrecked it all
There’s nothing left to lose
Except for you
There’s nothing left to lose except for you

Go

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C’mon c’mon get up get up (woah)
I know you know its never forever
C’mon c’mon get up get up (woah)
You wanna hear I’m sorry whatever
Now that you gone I’m moving on
You wrecked it all
There’s nothing left to lose
Except for you

Now that you gone I’m moving on
You wrecked it all
There’s nothing left to lose
Except for you

There’s nothing left to lose
Except for you [x2]