blah. presentation.

what happened in the past few days?

what the hell happened in the past few days!!?

wtf happened in the past few days!!!??

okay, you can see the increasing frustration from the first sentence to the last. why? because i have a 20% graded presentation tomorrow and i'm not prepared at all! i don't even know yet what to present for tomorrow. i'm tempted to show some hands-on, but i guess that would really prove bad for my score (thought it'd really be easy to show them some examples and let them diy the samples).

oh my gosh, oh my gosh! i'm so screwed. let me list why i've been delaying the work until so last minute . . .

one

freshie initiation. that was last thursday. we're having damn lots of fun that day. it's of course fun when you're not the one kena bashed, watered (like plants), digging into toilet bowl filled with some disgusting mixture the 4th floor girls prepared, or being scared to death by lijin and co., or being asked to play 70 secs no NG by my floor guys. or worse, being asked to jump, blindfolded, from the second level down to the first. well, of course, the last one was a joke. we aren't that nuts. although it's really fun to see people screaming and crying so that they don't need to jump. but em and faith were quite insistent. and i was working their minds out by telling them scary things while they are waiting for their turns to jump. i called that subtle manipulation of the minds. this year wasn't as realistic as last year, but then again, who cares! we had our fun. i had mine for sure. can't wait for next year, that is if i got the chance to stay another year.

let's see. another 1 year to another initiation. and before that, there will be command, fwoc and rag. how exciting (with resigned tone).

two

badminton! we played badminton on saturday evening. two and a half hour non-stop with eric, jh, adeline, and a few other people. it's very, very tiring. oh, and let me tell you, it's not the badminton games per se that makes me unable to work. it's the fatigue that comes with the training. my right thigh is still very pain from the games. i got stomach pain for the next 24 hours. my right arm was practically useless by then. but it's cool with me anyway. i love badminton.

three

TTH meeting. holy shit! saturday meeting was damn long lar! i rushed after the first soccer girls game was over (c vs. some other block) to the meeting. feeling a little pissed that i couldn't stay longer. anyway, the meeting turned out to be a long-drawn one. partially my fault too. it's a little pitiful to see the state of TTH right now. there were only a few vocal people in the team. as far as i could remember, only the marketing director, editor-in-chief, the managing editor, the president, and i were voicing our opinions. it's nus after all, where people prefer to keep quiet. blah. what a culture!

anyway, i could foresee that constitution drafting for TTH will be a complicated and bruising day for all of us.

oh, and did i tell you that i was sacked from my director position? yeah. i received an e-mail from high above (from TTH Inc no less) that i'm no longer needed for NUS chapter. wow! what a news to swallow. the funny thing is that they offer me a job at the central bureau at TTH Inc as part of the Global Technical Team. it's a prestigious position for sure, but definitely very tiring and exhausting. i don't know whether i should be accepting such a high post this year. especially along with the fact that my hall stay is on the brink of being jeopardized since i don't really have enough points to stay for next year.

four

floorball! oh i love floorball man! although i just played it for a few days. i spent quite a lot of time practising floorball. that's another reason why i'm running out of time.

five

sleep. yeah. sleep seems to have become my worst nightmare. today, i wanted to start working on the presentation after my foundation class. but i was so tired i decided to sleep for awhile. awhile as in almost two hours! sigh. i've to start redoing my biological clock to suit hall.

six

many more small reasons here and there that just serve to delay my prep. well, i guess most of them are my own fault, so i shouldn't really complain. right? right.
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anyway, i was playing with google search for a bit. i was trying the so called lijin's method of blog discovery. it kind of work. although most blogs that i encountered are not interesting at all. i do discover some worthy blogs to read though. this is one. i have no idea who she is. although i kinda guessing that she's from b-block. the name reminds me of mary-anne. ah, yes, i wonder whether mary-anne is still staying in hall. haven't seen her for quite awhile, that a-blocker.
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oh yes. supposed to have block meeting now. let's see, where's the scream? ah, and duty later and audition. blah! luckily i've attended friday's audition so i won't need to go for this one. unless they need people that is. i'm sure they don't. there should be enough seniors to accommodate the few freshies who are going to attend the auditions anyway. i hope there'll be more girls attending the auditions. no, not because i'm perverted or what (well maybe i am ;)), but we seriously in need of flyers. there were enough guys attending the friday audition (though more will always be better) but too few girls. we're going to lose some of our very best flyers after this year. so we should really train as many girls as possible. as for guys, sy is probably not leaving anytime soon. so am i and rr. we might be losing jp and cy this year since they are both final years though i think they'll still help us around. but next year will see step gone. and wl will be on exchange too. plus, jm is thinking of trying to apply for exchange. that means: no flyers! yay! blah. may as well disband us liao.
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too long, too long. i should start doing my presentation.

signing off,
健明
(heh, that's my chinese name btw. heh heh. i've never use it in public though.)
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lovin' each day

thanks for the morning QT cher!