i don't wanna be

from one tree hill opening sequence . . .

I Don't Wanna Be
Gavin DeGraw

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been tryin' to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I've peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
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wow. this song is like speaking to me. sigh. keep wanting to be somebody else. keep acting as if my life is not good enough. keep doing things, making myself believes that my "life" is what i wanted.

anyway, if you hadn't watched one tree hill, maybe it's time to watch it. it's a really great show. very sweet. i guess now i won't regret not having gilmore girls after next year if one tree hill continues. season 4 should be starting this september. lovely. i'm going to download the 2nd season once i finished watching the first one. the song above is taken from the opening sequence of one tree hill, which is artistically great. the cast and story is great too. finally. new show to fill the lost series (friends, charmed, joey, and soon gilmore girls).
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Say Yes
Bryan Greenberg (Jake in One Tree Hill)
originally sang by Elliot Smith

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after
We broke up a month ago and I grew up I didn't know
I'd be around the morning after

It's always been wait and see
A happy day and then you pay
And feel like s**t the morning after
But now I feel changed around and instead falling down
I'm standing up the morning after

Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later
And I could be another fool or an exception to the rule
you tell me the morning after
Crooked spin can't come to rest
I'm damaged bad at best
She'll decide what she wants
I'll probably be the last to know
No one says until it shows and you see how it is
They want you or they don't
Say yes

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after