second day

on the second day of school, i've taken the liberty to snooze away one of my lecture from the convenient of my room. yes. my core module. i skipped it due to oversleeping, at 4pm in the evening. wow. yes, wow.

anyway, i'm kinda not in the mood right now. as in emotionally. and i have this pain in my chest. sigh. maybe i slept wrongly.

gee, had dinner with c-blockers for the first time in ages. as in other than during fwoc lar. i didn't remember sitting with them for a long, long time. today got marc, mj, ct, zy, and other people around. it's kinda fun, though i still think that i'm not up to the current news around c-block. i could only blame myself though.

moving on, i kinda settled down nicely in my room right now. it's quite cozy, definitely much better arranged than my previous year in this very room. i just need to throw a few more things and i'll be set. for the first time i got rug in my room. i think that's a huge improvement. not much of an improvement, but improvement nevertheless. the best improvement is of course the way i arranged my books. it's freakin' neat nowadays. i have 1 shelf-space full of fictions, another shelf-space and a half filled with computing and academic text. another half a shelf-space for other non-fiction readings. and the other 3 shelf-spaces containing miscellaneous stuffs.

you know, i'm writing nonsensical stuffs now. all disjointed and incoherent. i guess that's because i'm not thinking at all. that's quite sad really. how i could just churn out words without really thinking about them. well...
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i've decided. not on that thing i mentioned a few days earlier. on another thing. easier thing. i guess i should start small. i know that i still owe a big explanation to a lot of people on that. but i guess i'm not strong enough to decide that yet.

please help me.