dance to the jump

雨が降って嫌だと　ぼやいていた時に
あなたが言ったこと　今でも覚えてる
雨の後の夜空は　綺麗に星が出る
それを考えると　雨も好きになれるよねと

If I were to become a comet
I could fly through the sky
No matter what happens tomorrow, this thought is strong
So this comet will never break up

this morning, just when i woke up, i found myself listening to this song (houkiboshi by younha) again. very nice song indeed. oh. shit! hahahahaha! . . .

sorry i was just laughing. because right after i wrote "very nice song", this song Gummi Bear Theme came playing. the song is cute man. i didn't really think that i'll ever like this kind of song, but i do!

anyway...

this morning i had a strange dream. i couldn't recall what, but i became quite violent. i knew because i woke up when i punched my handphone, which was resting on my bedframe at 5am. hmm. i wonder what was the dream about. i couldn't recall because i went to sleep again afterwards, only to be waken up by slam's breakfast call. then went to eat breakfast.

anyway...

yesterday, i found another bleach fan. a girl. amazed. later.

little things first. i had some conversation with a dee-block girl about hall and its illness. yeah. hall is swarmed with politics. but i could understand most of the reasoning for stuffs that they do. it's not a completely honest work on the jcrc and chairperson side. it caused problem as well as people who otherwise are less qualified then other people got accepted into certain committees, while the more paper-qualified ones don't. it's logical of course as people do trust people who are closer to them than those they only knew a few weeks back (the freshies). so yea. when you know that a position requires a person to have lots and lots of responsibilities, you wouldn't want to just entrust and tom and harry to take such position, however qualified one may be. it happens in my committee that even those with exceptional paper-qualification, surpassing even mine, might not have the work attitude necessary to fulfil our duties. happens lots of time in fact, we've been briefed by my current chair that next year, we should always be careful with paper qualification.

another thing is the point system. some people think it unfair for jcrc just to add points here and there based on appraisal what-so-ever. but i guess, fairness aside, it's logical to pump points to hall people whom we want to remain in hall. purely by honest work, most of us would only have an average of 30 points whereas outsiders would probably reach higher than that. 30 points are easy to get btw. so what happen is that, probably only 10 to 20 percent of the seniors will be able to stay instead of the current ~50%. that's bad! seriously, not only because we probably need this seniors badly, but also because these incoming people got their CCA points from outside CCA and will most likely remain loyal to their outside CCA. How? Too bad lar! no hall spirit lor!

apparently it was quite an eye-opener when i told her about this. she's a year one afterall, just like me. yet she lacked the experience of being in important position within KR. no, not just any important position, she has quite an important posts right now, but not the right one. i happened to be in position to know much more about this kind of things. you can call me lucky. but i'll call myself a compromised fellow. yes, i know these exist. yes, i know why things happen the way they are. yes, i know that i don't like the system. but yet, knowing the reasons behind it made me less hostile towards the system. much less hostile than i would otherwise would. afterall, the system helped me to get 56 points this year. well, i guess i have my importance towards the hall, that's why they keep me anyway. i'm a phantom afterall.

then i went on to disturb you, not once but twice. oops! sorry. i didn't really want to disturb you, but the urge was just there. =S i knew you've got a lot of tests this week and yet you still entertained me. thanks. hahah! i know you wanted to get rid of me asap lar. but you're too nice to do that. hmm. i'll try my best not to disturb you till friday, after that, no promise.

anyway, yea. going on about the bleach fan thing i mentioned earlier... at night i saw you online. i was like, "woot! you go online one ar!" in my mind lar! then i talked to you for awhile. i know you're a manga fan, but about bleach, hmm. surprised me really. but my avatar really looks nice right? my favourite character, shinji! what's yours anyway? looks kinda cute, but looks very western too. looks like some coffee clubs logo or what. -bleah-



btw, i went out just now for project meeting. time now is 1125AM, about a few hours after i started writing this post. let's continue.

well, i asked her whether my avatar looked scary. she said no, i'm worse. hahaha! you got me man! sound like slam teasing me as usual. but it comes from you, so a bit different lar. well, that's when i found out that you read Bleach. my avatar happens to be that of Hirako Shinji, a character in Bleach that appeared quite recently (actually about 20 weeks ago, but that particular one is from the chapter that came out four weeks ago). in this whole wide world, you are the second girl i know who read Bleach. well, not that i know a lot of girls though. anyway, come to think of it, i should have guessed that you liked Bleach, your friendster page revealed that much.

moving on. i'm completely screwed this semester. i'm reading for one D, sadly. so sad. sigh. i'm getting depressed now . . . . . shit! i feel so screwed. anyway, no time to feel screwed. if i were to salvage my CAP, i should be working hard on other modules now. yes! now! see you all. if you didn't hear from me for awhile, you know i've been working hard then! pray for me yah?
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Q: what are the last few songs you've been listening to right now?
A: Jack Johnson's Better Together, Neri Per Caso's Le Ragazze and Machi's JUMP 2003.
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Le Ragazze (excerpt)
by Neri Per Caso

Le ragazze si lanciano ad occhi
chiusi nelle avventure
qualche volta confondono
la bugia e la verita'
seguono l'istinto
e l'istinto le aiutera'
sono treni in corsa
che nessuno fermera'

...
ci devi stare inutile sperare
di recuperare se hanno detto no
meglio sparire non telefonare
per sentirsi dire un'altra volta no
come se non t'importasse piu'
senza farti mai vedere giu'
si puo' amare da morire
ma morire d'amore no!

JUMP 2003
by Machi

gu zhi zhi ha gu zhi zhi zhuang
ha da jia kuai bi ha da jia kuai bi ha
hao dan mai zou pi beng ka zhao
gei shan tuo diao
hei bai tiao hei bai tiao
gu zhi zhi ha gu zhi zhi zhuang
ha da jia kuai bi ha da jia kuai bi ha
hao dan mai zou pi beng ka zhao
gei shan tuo diao
hei bai tiao hei bai tiao

(accuracy not guaranteed, i've hard time extracting the chorus from the messy page i got the lyrics from.)
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wow, this last song held lots of memories. in jc, we've juniors treat seniors kind of thing. a few of my students' councillors (and me) decided to dance to machi's jump 2003 (benjy had the VCD with all the dance step) for our seniors. so there goes, a few days of trying time with all the hiphop moves. those were totally new to me, but it does introduce me to hiphop. cheh! the memory of jc life; still vivid yet so behind me now.