random rants

today i'm going to go training early and train myself up. i'm getting sian of my saturday already, even though i just woke up. been experimenting with chinese writing software here. quite exciting really. i mean i've never write any chinese before this semester, so to be able to write using both hands and computer this semester feels great really. although i still don't understand what people are talking about, i'm improving.

let's see... what words have i learned this week?

买卖边东西南北背喜欢
画家海洋张些贵便宜要
多少钱块毛分共几笔支

not bad huh? 30 characters! just don't ask me what's their meaning yet. i'm still quite blur. i think i'm the blurrest in the class now. sadly. well, i don't plan to S/U this module, so i've to get at least a B+. an A would be great though.

this term break, i'm going to study, study, study. i think i'm really, really lagging behind. i mean, what's the point of taking chinese when you are not bothered to practise it. such a waste of mcs there.

anyway, i just realised that my 姐姐 happens to be a friend of my classmate. wth? so after a year plus of not getting to talk to my jie, my classmate suddenly added me in msn and told me that she realised i'm who i am. so she told me that my jie always told her that the two of us look similar. i'm like, 'what?' hey, that's an insult to yourself leh. oh, she's very pretty, btw. so unlike me, that's why. so my classmate gave me her msn. finally arh, you learned to use msn.

talking about msn, i went online in my previous msn account a few days ago. the msn account that i've abandoned for almost a year also. i chatted with my ex-angel (as in angel mortal game's angel). those were the days that i still wrote letters for angel mortal. those were the carefree jc days. anyway, congrats 'fallen angel' (now you know the meaning of the title of a few posts before this), for making it into dentistry. and congrats for making it 20 months with him. lucky you never listened to any of your friends that time. hey, at least you made me proud of my advice. anyway, this year's dance supper was themed 'goth' (not that i'm in dance), really reminded me of you angel. always dressed up in goth. and then you tell me i'm scary because i'm reading bleach (which she thought is scary, especially all the hollow masks and what-not, she's a manga fan). hey, i think you're scarier lar!

i feel so guilty. my mortal now calls me angel, although i never wrote to her that much. i'm sorry mortal. i didn't know i was supposed to be your 'on' mortal. i thought i was the 'off' one. i promise i'll get you something next week. thanks for being so nice mortal.

and i think i'm pretty lucky to have gotten such a nice junior in my block. hey. i already promise i'll help you, so if you need my help just msn me. java is my cup of tea, don't worry so much, you'll be pro at the end of this academic year. these sisters are really great. they are probably the best sisters i've ever seen. (guess which one am i talking about?) ah snap, snap, snap, snap! i hate marc! he's damn good at snap! and 大ling, you're damn good at snap too! i felt like a loser only getting one word while they like getting five to ten words. from now on the two sisters are going to be 大ling and 小ling. i think pretty easy to guess who already huh?
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sometime i missed going, but what to do. sigh.

I Give
City Harvest Church

Come and fill me Holy Spirit
I seek the warmth of Your embrace
Lord I'm longing for Your presence
Just one touch of Your grace
I'll keep on waiting, waiting on You

All my life I've searched for heaven
My heart it longs for so much more
A love so true, now I've found it in You
I'll keep on waiting, waiting on You

Lord I give my life
A living sacrifice I place at Your feet
I offer to You
For only You can satisfy my longing
Jesus You're all I desire

Lord I give my life
A living sacrifice I place at Your feet
More than what this world offers
You are my only treasure
My world means nothing without You

Bridge:
My world means nothing without You
My world means nothing without You

hey, you make me stayed up until so late again! i'm impressed! so, you're officially in my msn talking list, which like consists of less than ten people. wow! i think i'm improving by the day. i mean in term of talking in msn. just over half a year ago, i almost completely stopped chatting online. now i'm back slowly. (: like for example, i've been talking to my states' friend for quite awhile now. we've been working on the same things for quite awhile as well. and today is our algo round 1 qual. good luck man!

okay, eat then go training. seeya.