bright days

this song has been playing on loop with my other two songs, if i kissed you and baby come home. i think my neighbour must be darned pissed with me. and i think my taste of music has changed again. after being quite constant for quite awhile, my brain is remaking itself again. i don't know how to describe this last phase. but it's been exciting for once. i've grown to appreciate the fact that i love to do certain things and that some things are not worth it. seriously not worth it.

consider this. i've been trying to be close with my block last year and i failed to do so. i've too much activities outside block and it's like i'm faking it too. i mean i guess i tried too hard. this year, i'm just going to be a mediocre block person and excel where i really can excel. i'm planning to join ivp at last, even though the practice is quite a madness. there are a few hall comms that i'm considering too. i will practically keep most of my hall comms last year. the position i'm going to take will depend on a lot of factors though.

ahh, and we've been doing quite a bit of work to attract people to join smu. really, seriously. we have kel and nat. joseph too. and the e block floorball girl (i can't really remember her name). plus ys is considering i think. as for seniors, i think if we worked hard enough, we can pull glen, jackson and myself (yes, i'm not confirmed joining yet). that's already more than half the strength we need. oh, and i think faith is confirmed joining back. but we need somebody with car (at least, a van will be good too).

moving on, i'm still asking myself whether i want to join ham again. if i did, i've to make sure i've good people, otherwise life's going to be damn jialat. i can't work like last year anymore, doing 3 people's jobs as one person. if i didn't remember wrongly, i didn't sleep for 3 consecutive days (and didn't go to school as well) just to finish the flash project for ham. but then again, those 3 days gave me straight 8 points. anyway, let's see who's the chief-ed first. i managed to pull one person to try for sub-ed writing. i hope she could be a good sub-ed if she got it d:.

that's for hall. i've to retain my position in TTH exco too. that one is damn tiring. i really need somebody to start helping me do my job. i kinda regretted taking a post in TTH exco, but what's done is done. i'm just going to finish it. anyway, i rejected the offer for GTT. i think i love hall a little bit too much right now to just abandon it for some grand experience outside hall.

to c-blockers, thanks for today. i seriously think you all were the champs, not e-blockers. seriously, that's one great game and one great spirit. love you guys, more than you think (:.

as for my own competition update: last leg. just another four more days to the end of quals. let it be a good one. i need to finish both of my components. hopefully i can finish 50% of my second component today. the first one is 75% done already. i need to win both of the components to advance to the next round. come on. really need the wins! so sorry if i need to phantomise myself the next few days (not that i'm not already a phantom).

anyway, thanks smu for keeping everything going smoothly all these while. i think ibg won't be as fun as it is now (for me) without you guys. jason, glen, jackson, kam, kel, nat, ys, faith, joseph, mel, ag, and marge. of course we're missing a few seniors though (2 to be exact), who practically never come down for a single duty. i guess you all are just too busy with other things (hopefully, just don't tell me you both are sleeping in your room during every single matches). and jason, we're still waiting for your treat!

thank God. if you haven't realised, my tone today is very happy and bright. thanks to all the things that happened in the past two or three days. they cumulatively made me happier and happier and happier by the day. friday morning i woke up a little happier already (not morning, more like afternoon). friday evening was fun with handball too, followed by dota marathon that night. woke up saturday afternoon, in time for training. then agm. then bbq. bbq was superb too! i drank quite a bit but didn't get drunk luckily. we played small cards, loser drink. some of the girls are really drinkers man. if i were to drink as much as them, i'd be KO already. anyway, was pretty sober at the end, so my instructor told me to take care of the two members who are going back with me to kr and sheares. i think it should be the other way round lar. they black-belters leh, and i'm what? white? but the two of them were not very sober, so yeah. see! must know your own limit, make sure you don't exceed (and that, btw, is the lesson i learnt from my angel in jc, my best angel ever, nicked fallen angel). and talking about angel mortal, i haven't written a single damn thing for both my angels and mortals. what a slacker. sorry guys. fitting huh, my nick (slackenerny of phd comics)?

okay done, done. i'm hungry. shall write some other time. bye.

p.s. the song, almost forgot:

Save Me
Corrinne May

I drift, I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like the putty in your hands

I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a roller coaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you

I had a dream that i
was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hour
I was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I'm so happy that I've found you
I'm no longer afraid

Oh 'cause you
Save me from this place
Heaven knows i'm falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting

Before i met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought i had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you