when a butterfly flaps its wings, it could start a tornado

Why Don't You And I
Santana (feat. Chad Kroeger of Nickelback)

Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking 'round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies
And it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feelin' like I'm never gonna come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied

Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out, everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together an' take on the world,
be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other, fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in

When's this fever gonna break ?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
And it's alright
Bouncin' round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied

Every time I try to talk to you
Get tongue-tied
Turns out, everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together an' take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I get together, fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in

Slowly I begin to realize this is never gonna end
But about the same time you walk by
And I say oh here we go again, oh

Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out, everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together an' take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other, fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in

So I'll say why don't you and I get together take and on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other, fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
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omg, perfect song for me! at first the tune caught me off guard. i was just back to my room when i heard this song playing. wow. i mean, really wow! that's the thing you see, this kind of gem only comes once in a blue moon, and you've to be ready there and then. but well, this song is really nice!

oh, then i checked out the lyrics since i wanted to post it here. see above. the lyrics. that's really me he's describing. no, not that i've a crush on anyone right now. but that's how i feel in general when i have a crush. bad right? i think so too. so this time, i'm dedicating this song to myself. for once.

So I'll say why don't you and I get together an' take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other, fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never gonna let me in
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anyway, today was volleyball. sucks. it's just simply freakin' hot. although c-block won the guys match (first victory of this year ibg), i don't really feel excited. i guess i'm not that block-oriented after all. and i'm not really. i think i've more friends outside my block; closer ones i mean.

and i'm so very tired. i just came back from some things outside hall. it's so damn tiring. after the thing, i talked to two of my closer friends there. not only talk, we trained a bit too. i didn't realise that two hours have passed since we started training, the three of us. i think it's a good one. i really feel that i'm improving a lot by doing this kind of small clique training. i feel lighter and faster now. maybe it's just a feeling, but a good feeling after all. ah, and one of those two friends of mine is running for a committee outside, as a treasurer. jiayou dee!

also managed to get to know a few more people just now. people like denise, sj, and three more people whose name i couldn't really recall. oh, and i got to know my friend's name! yes! amazing right! i know her for over two weeks and talked a few times with her, but i only asked her the name today. anyway, it happens that she doesn't really know my name also. so yeah! it goes both way. at least i'm not so paiseh, hehe. it's fun today, really. and we're having bbq next week. although i'm not sure whether i could attend.

talking about focus, i've managed to regain certain focus right now. i know sometime i could be damn indecisive. but not now. i'm going to be more focused and decisive. for example, my decision to go out of the confines of hall. it's been great really. and i won't let hall made me back off from my decision. my decision to keep on doing my work is on too! i'll not quit for hall. if i can't stay next year, so be it!

and i've to pay more attention to my godsis, chris. it's been awhile since we had a good talk. she went to ps to see the rag performance. but even then i was so busy i could only talked to her for a short five minutes. we only managed to take photos, exchange a few meaningless chitchat and that's it. i've been neglecting her since i entered hall. i'm not even sure what she's doing right now, which guy she likes, etc. i remembered last time, i even know the fact that she got four guys proposing to her in a span of one week although she was overseas then (ah yes, she's that impressive, although she only had one boyfriend, ex-bf i mean, so far). we're such an exact opposite. i wonder how she becomes my godsis anyway. that was when? sec 3? yeah, i think it's end of sec 3. wow, it's been a long while.

ah, yes, did i tell you that my instructor has exactly the same name as my godsis? yeah, chris too. the first thing i remembered when she intro-ed herself last time was my godsis. hmm. ah, and hall. how many chrises do we have? i can recall at least four chrises around. gosh. must remember, next time cannot name any of my sons or daughters with a name that's too common.
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chronon! play it here! damn fun, damn time-consuming as well! damn frustrating if you can't win it. but i finally won it. blah! after almost a day playing on and off.

shoot! should i go out tonight? we're supposed to have some class gathering at some club at suntec. but i'm feeling lazy, and tired too! and i have qualification round at 1am tonight. i'm supposed to be fresh for the qual. maybe i shouldn't go.

oh, and so far, i haven't seen anyone doing the same work as me failed screening. today, i saw one. not sure who yet, but out of 5 works, only 4 will be graded. that means one of the works failed screening round. i hope it's not my friend's one, who happened to choose the same thing as me. i know i didn't fail. in fact i almost had perfect screening again.

shall go back to resting and listening to the song again. and singing along with it (alone of course, my singing tunes suck big time).
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p.s. the quote on the title is on butterfly effect.