life is too cool to be missed

well, this sounds optimistic! yea~ it is optimistic. well, today i'm in a real good mood. after everything that has happened in the past fifteen hours.

well, anyway, the full title of this post is actually: "uni life is too cool to be missed". yes, and i'm talking about girls. it's amazing to note the changes that happen to your guy friends as they enter university. even the most girl-shy among them become more happening (with girls, of course). i'm talking about this guy friend of mine who has become a big, huge flirt over the past a year or two. just shy of a month ago, he had a double date on a saturday, followed by a date with two girls the following day. another few weeks before, he had a big date, followed by a girl visiting his room until past midnight. how cool is that?

recently, in fact in the past few days, he had another love, no not love, crush interest. he told me about his MNO (i think it's short of management and organization, a module by nus biz) project groupmates. one of them is this girl, who he described as exceedingly pretty. well, i haven't really seen her to be able to pass any judgment about what he meant by "exceedingly pretty", but anyway. yes, he told me he flirted with this girl during one of the project group session. he also told me that there's another guy who also had interest on her. hmm, competition! that's nice. kinda cool to hear this kind of thing huh? make you a little bit jealous. i wasn't though... told ya i am gay. -wink-

well, he also has another crush interest. he would go down early on wednesday morning just to set with her during breakfast. this morning is funnier. as usual, i sat in front of him during breakfast. all the seats were occupied but the two seats beside his and mine. the girl was about to sit beside me, when i told her that the seat is dirty and she should take the other seat. she did (1 - 0 for me! you owe me one bastard!). then he became shyer than usual. fancy that.

there is a problem though. i am closer to that girl than him. close enough to feel comfortable disturbing her, playing with her hair, etc. (oh, she is not that conservative.) this one, i agree, is very pretty. not only that. she had one of the best personality i've ever seen so far (in nus). easygoing, not bitchy at all, kind, soft-spoken (yet not to soft). not to mention she's also very cultured (she's a chorister).

that's why i'm not going to let you have it easy with her. be nice to her, be really nice to her. then i won't trouble you. and don't you dare hurt her.

anyway, on a lighter note, i went to gym again today! argh! damn painful now. today's gym's coordinator (the person who jaga the gym) was a girl. one of the few girl coordinators. anyway, last week, i saw her wearing my JC PE t-shirt and today i saw her wearing the PE shorts. you know, i'm very shy when it's about knowing new people. but today, i had loads of adrenaline rush. i realised that no man's an island (oh, talk about that movie About A Boy--the quote is from that movie). and i should be more open to people around me. and gym seems like a good starting point. i had good chat with several gym enthusiasts there today. and for the first time, i dare myself to joke a little bit with her. she seems quite nice. she waited for a friend of mine to finish his last few sets before closing the gym past her shift. hmm, i even dared myself to thank her for waiting for us. this deserves achievement of the month man!

don't get me wrong though. i don't have a crush or what. though don't get me wrong on that either. she is attractive. probably the kind of girl that i would go after. but not now. there are just too many things in my mind to think about. i don't even wanna start on a crush (don't mention relationship man, that's taboo!).

5:11AM, i should really have my sleep.

Gone, she's gone

How do you feel about it

Worn Me Down by Rachael Yamagata