rehearsal

ihg closing is coming. we won girls squash just now.

just finished in-field rehearsal for cheerleading for ihg closing on thurs. i'm so tired i feel i can just sleep myself through for more than ten hours. so tired. so busy. so whatever.

but this is my life. and i'm really lovin' it nowadays.

thanks for those people around me. cheering me up now and then. the cheerleaders (the heartwarming suppers). sean. zhen. the democratic possibilities classmates. the numbingly ... (just guess the word, almost any 'word' should fit) eric. these gang of d-block girls i somehow got to talk to a lot recently (that refers to perlynn, mal, and sam).

the roll goes on. fengqi whom i know from my southeast asia class. the server room gang (i.e. infotech) for the election (can't say i'm not happy, but it's still a terrible fate for me ): ). even zee for the computer and monitor talk. shaopeng. these hall production gang i met and chatted with after i went for my 'stress' run at 1am in the morning a few days ago.
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today i have two songs. completely different in meaning. both applicable to my life in some ways. funny how one asking to leave me alone another asking for where you are. (oh no worry, i don't think i like anyone, i think it's just the v-day blues, lol!)

ciao. ah, and to the singles and doubles out there, happy valentine's day. won't be so lonely tomorrow with the planned singles' dinner for the cheerleaders.

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Leave Me Alone
The Veronicas

I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
'Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Oh

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

If you win your love

I'll feel better on my own

Leave me alone
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Where Are You Now?
Michelle Branch

Maybe I'd be better on my own
No one ever seems to understand me
It's easier for me to be alone
But there's still a piece of me
That feels so empty
I've been moving the world
I've seen a million different places
But I flew the crowds and all the
faces
And still I've been looking for you

Chorus:
Where are you now?
I'm trying to get by with
Never knowing it at all
What is the chance
Of finding you out there?
Or do I have to wait forever

I write about the things I've never known
And I could find a moment just to
slow down
It makes me think I'll never have the chance
To figure out
What it's all about
So tell me
What it's all about cause

Chorus

Yeah

Where are you now?
I'm trying to get by with never ever knowing at all
And I still don't know

Chorus