the stage of my mind

whey! how bout this song? lol! i forgot that this song existed. it's one of my all-time favourite Moffatts song (then).

Until You Loved Me
The Moffatts

Monday morning came too soon.
I think about you now
Layin' in my room.
Hearing everything you said.
I play it back
A hundred time in my head.
Then I slip into a dream.
The feelin' inside
Is ten stories high.

Never knew what love was
Until you loved me
Never knew what love was
Oh yeah.
'Cause it feels so good sometimes
And it feels so bad sometimes
The way you loved me, loved me
The way you loved me, loved me.

Friday's always on my mind.
I watch the rain come down
Think of how you shine.
Let it go or hang on tight.
Stay forever
Or stay for one more night.
Either way I feel the same thing for ya
The feelin' inside
Is ten stories high

Never knew what love was
Until you loved me
Never knew what love was
Oh yeah.
'Cause it feels so good sometimes
And it feels so bad sometimes
The way you loved me, loved me
The way you loved me, loved me.

You know that I want you
You know that I need you.

Never knew what love was
Until you loved me
Never knew what love was
Oh yeah.
'Cause it feels so good sometimes
And it feels so bad sometimes
The way you loved me, loved me
The way you loved me, loved me.

well anyway, today sucks! it just sucks! my chinese midterm is so crazily hard that i feel like fainting half way. at first, i didn't recognize more than half of the characters. only after constant head-banging and several frustrating moments did i manage to uncover more characters of my tiny, lousy, f.o.s. brain.

f.o.s., that's just so cherrie. that girl just so loved using f.o.s. last time. been what? 2 years since i last talked to that crazy gal. some recent comment from her blog:

sometimes. you do things that you dun want to. yet you cant control it.

how very apt.

anyway, i should be going to clem soon. need to really shop for tonight block cg. but i'm so exhausted now. actually, i always feel exhausted nowadays. no idea why. i have enough sleep, i guess. but there are so many things to do nowadays that even a full 24 hours a day will not help the least bit.
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acting steady, always ready to defend your fears.

hmm. is that me? i guess so. i really need to change. and that change is coming in slowly but definitely. i already felt it. heh. now more busy. more astute to what's happening around me. less selfish.

somehow you moved point A to point B

of course there are some priorities i need to redo this time around. ivp takes utmost priority, along with infotech. then followed by touch rugby and cheerleading. ham, albeit receiving last priority is still manageable. i wonder, where are the rest of my priorities?

you're like a sleepwalking man, it's a danger to wake you

where's study to be exact? where is it? i guess it should top my priority for now. i feel so nutty and such a goner.

okay that's it. writing just make me more stressed up only. though oh well, at least, i'm looking forward for tonight. we'll be having bs on john 3 or john 4, can't remember exactly. plus being around your c-blockers are really soothing. thanks loads.

shiwei, julian, hasikin, yiling, cherlyn, esther, wenhao, lingxin, liwei, marc, deborah, shiyun, joshua, daniel, hanrong, lester.

there are so many of us. even if the whole university tries to bear down on us, we'll just survive. that's as much as i needed to know. thank God.

i'm really sprouting out not-so-sensical things right now. i don't see any links between each of the paragraphs that i've written. so unlike my other posts. i guess that's just the stage my mind is going through now.

see you then. i'm going to bathe then going to clem.

is it really that hard to ignore somebody that you like? oh, you haven't figured even half of it yet.