you've got me

sheesh, it's 215am, the day of my presentation for a module that i already failed. and yet, here i am blogging. i just finished bathing and my hair is still too wet to sleep on, so decided to write a bit.

what shall i write now? what else! of course this one lar! here goes...

this afternoon (wednesday), after my CS1104 test, i took a busride back to hall and decided to sleep at 2pm to catch up on sleeping time. i wanted to wake up at 4pm but at the end, the alarm (my hp) was not loud enough to even cause a slight disturbance to my sleep. i woke up at 7pm. shiok!

hmm. sorry. that has no link with what i wanted to write. well, here's an sms conversation i had today:

me: Hey girl.. Studying? How was i this morning? Haha! Cool? Cold? =P

[this was intended as a joke, since i didn't talk much that morning when i saw her and sat in front of her in the bus.]

her: yeah, studying. u look like usual la.. cool meh? u got do anything meh? looks d same wat..

[pain! pain! i'm not cool! not as if i didn't know already but...]

me: Haha.. The cool part was a joke! =P no la, this morning i very cold marh.. Never talk much.. Some more u all sat just behind me.. Haha..

[ok, lame!]

her: oh.. is it? tot u busy studying, dats y nvr talk so much. i appreciated d silence.. haha

[oh, that's it! like that lar! don't talk to you!]

me: Wat!? Huahuahua.. -cry- my room flooded with tears! Aaaa.. Huh! Fine! Dun talk to u.. (wat a joke.. How can i?)

[act cute! scold self: don't act cute lar! anyway, made an empty threat there.]

her: ok lor.. dun talk lor.. c how long u last. haha.. ok, now i wan to go block meeting. bye!

what!? omg! that was damn confident of you! though hit right there. your confidence is not misplaced. let's see. at most three days. sms not counted k?

cheh! i was completely caught off-guard.

okay, time to sleep. shall continue this entry tomorrow.
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9:02AM - leaving for my presentation. wish me luck. but with this nanotechnology b.s., it can't be helped even if i got tonnes of wishes right now.
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i'm reserving this song for a bad day... it's a wonder how such a sad lyrics can make you happy when sang by bowling for soup. so when the day comes when whatever things they are singing come true in my life, i already reserved this song. (i hope it'll never come.)

Almost
Bowling for Soup

I almost got drunk at school, at fourteen
Where I almost made out with the Homecoming Queen
Who almost went on to be Miss Texas
But lost to a slut, with much bigger breast-es
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished you would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did five years and then seven more
Cause I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cause he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cause you ran away
And I wish I would've had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessin' and now I'm destined
To spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go, thinking 'bout all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift, cause all the baggage weighs a ton
(baggage weighs a ton)
I know we've had our problems, I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I can't fit it in, I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessin' and now I'm destined
To spend my time missing you
And I almost had you (almost had you)
Almost had you

I almost wish you would've loved me too (wish you would've loved me too)
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successful presentation i guess. yay! another one scored. my team was great. there were my two ex jc classmates. another smart-arse-arts girl. and an oliver guy who i don't really know. we screwed the Q&A i guess. the question was completely out of point and all. i almost lost patience. we were focusing on solubility of CNTs, NOT biomedical application. stop asking us biomed questions. why don't ask those bioeng or life science students! well, i did say it in less blatant way. i said something like all the questions you've asked were out of the scope of our project and that little research has been done on biomedical aspect of CNTs.

i deserve a treat. =P come on, that saved our arses a bit.

now, now. should i go to my last 1102s tutorial? i feel like going. but i don't really know what time and where. shit. they changed the venue this morning. shall check ivle.

talking about modules, i almost forgot that i'm actually taking MA1102R this semester. until ron, amy and ben told me that they are actually in my tutorial class and yet, they've never seen my around. amy has my test paper now. wonder where she stays. damn. should be 4th floor. shall get that paper soon.
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where are you? why you not around?? you told me i didn't look cool yesterday. today leh? i dressed up for my presentation!! sure will change your opinion!